in response to Anthony Lodato...Anthony I hope and pray ur family is blessed real soon with a good car.If I was able you bet I would help others....but I know there is someone out there that can so I will tell you someting my mom tells me Ask and You Shall Recieve....You believe that and good luck....remember you are not alone.Debra
Hello, my name is Debra... I am a disabled single mom of 5 boys. ....I have managed to get 2 of them grown.I was married for 15 yrs. been divorced close to 5 yrs.The last 5 yrs with my husband we lived in alot of mental abuse steming from his multiple drug addictions.We stuggle to make ends meet and live in very inadequate housing.Our heating unit went out last winter and the landlord is yet to fix it.We have 8 windown in the house only 3 open the floors are about to fall thru, it maybe a shack but i do keep it clean. We can not afford to move and pay deposits and utility fees again. So we are stuck here because I have lil money ...no support from the boys father... and no family other than my Mom whom is very handicapped and lives on SSI and my Dad who was never in my life either, he is in a nursing home.I have 2 brothers, 1 was shot and killed by a police officer at age 29....the other died from illness at age 36. I have a sister but she is also deceased after being beatin to death in prison at age 28. I was the youngest..... for a long time I felt there was a curse on us....and still not sure there isn't. I wonder if I will make it to be 37...I am still fighting for life and to give my cildren one....Most days I feel like a failure...I want so much to give my kids more than what I had .....What can I do????? Please if anyone has any suggestions or thoughts of encouragements plz let me know.
Hello, my name is Debra... I am a disabled single mom of 5 boys. ....I have managed to get 2 of them grown.I was married for 15 yrs. been divorced close to 5 yrs.The last 5 yrs with my husband we lived in alot of mental abuse steming from his multiple drug addictions.We stuggle to make ends meet and live in very inadequate housing.Our heating unit went out last winter and the landlord is yet to fix it.We have 8 windown in the house only 3 open the floors are about to fall thru, it maybe a shack but i do keep it clean. We can not afford to move and pay deposits and utility fees again. So we are stuck here because I have lil money ...no support from the boys father... and no family other than my Mom whom is very handicapped and lives on SSI and my Dad who was never in my life either, he is in a nursing home.I have 2 brothers, 1 was shot and killed by a police officer at age 29....the other died from illness at age 36. I have a sister but she is also deceased after being beatin to death in prison at age 28. I was the youngest..... for a long time I felt there was a curse on us....and still not sure there isn't. I wonder if I will make it to be 37...I am still fighting for life and to give my cildren one....Most days I feel like a failure...I want so much to give my kids more than what I had .....What can I do????? Please if anyone has any suggestions or thoughts of encouragements plz let me know.